I Hate Kind Girls

juz exchanging greetings with them will get them into your mind
start texting each other your heart will be set a flower
if they call you , you're done for
Enjoy staring the logs and smilling like a fool
However , i wont get fooled again 
That is what your kind call kindness
If you are nice to me, then you are nice to other people
I always end up nearly forgetting them
Reality is cruel
I'm sure lies are a form of kindness
Thus , i say kindness itself was also a lie
I always end up with this expectation
and i always end up these misunderstanding
and before i knew it , i stopped hoping
A highly-trained loner is once bitten , twiced shy
As a veteran of life, i've gotten used to losing
thats why I'll always.....hate nice girls

Blue

The seagull
wonder if she is sad
left alone without being touched
by the blue of the sea
or the blue of the sky
Air composes this eternal sky.
Water comprises the endless sea.
 My lifetime wish is to turn into a white bird
forever drifting between those two.
Losing nothing. Never forgetting anything precious.
Only being myself.
Forever remaining myself.
Forever untouched by anyone else.
The only way to make it true
is to be alone."